
I was recently reading a
post by Elizabeth Foss, where she was addressing some of the common fears people have about homeschooling their kids. It really resonated with me because almost every single thing she had down were things I was concerned about at one time or another- "Can I handle this?" "What about Liam?" "I am so disorganized, how do I get it together?" and on and on. But I was sure that it was best for our kids and so I took the leap.
You know what? I am still not perfect. Shocking, I know. I am more organized than I was, but still not terribly organized. I am more patient than I was, but I still have a considerable way to go in order to be considered a patient person. Liam irritates me some days when I am trying to work with the other two. But I find myself liking homeschooling more than I thought I would. I am learning with them. Sure, I have known my ABCs and 123s for a while, but I am learning to teach them, to let God fill in the numerous gaps in my patience with them.
And I love that it is a journey that we are taking together. I don't know if we are always going to homeschool each child. I feel it prudent to take it one child and one year at a time. If one of my children would be better served in their education journey, I will not hesitate to send them to school. But for now, I am savoring this time.
Some days they bicker with each other, they whine, I let them watch too many movies, the baby doesn't take good naps, I feel frazzled. Life is like that though, motherhood is like that. But the joys outweigh the hardships and I feel grateful for the opportunity to educate my children.