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Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts

Thursday, September 3, 2015

Journal: When it's been too long

Out my window: 60s and cloudy. My children are reading/ playing/ fighting out there. And drinking tea. Because we are classy like that.

Clothing myself in: New jeans, ankle boots and black lace trimmed tank top. I've lost weight (yay!) so I had to get new jeans. The brand I bought employs "vanity sizing", which kind of makes me roll my eyes, but whatever. They fit and are cute, so it's fine.

Around the house: Not much :) Joe steam cleaned the carpet a couple of weeks ago. I've been trying to keep up the Critter fur since then with intermittent success. Need to figure out a wood supply for our wood stove before too long here. Luckily, it isn't the only source of heat for our home, but it is more reliable.

Life with Kids: George started preschool a couple of weeks ago. So far, so good. He likes it very much and from what his teachers tell me, is doing very well listening, following instructions, paying attention. He gets a little beasty when he is here in the afternoon sometimes. I think it is just a lot for him to be on his best behavior so that sometimes means acting out when he gets home. I have told him several times that I would like him to give me the same cooperation he gives Ms. Allison, which sometimes works. It'll be interesting to see how the year progresses.

The other kids are enjoying the Homeschool Enrichment Academy and I've been enjoying the break.  They are riding the bus, so it gives me a lovely, quiet morning alone and then I get to spend the afternoon with George.  They love the art, science, PE, music, getting to be with other kids. We were going to do the online school through the district as well, but it was a bit of a fiasco with the curriculum "revamping" and it kind of sucking, so we withdrew after a week.  Apparently, I wasn't the only one to complain because they are actually offering their "legacy" courses now because of the negative response. They offered to let me do the legacy courses, but I already built a solid curriculum for the kids in the meantime, so I declined. That is probably what I should have done in the first place, but live and learn, right?

But I am excited about the year. Adelle seems to really be getting into reading and writing, which is always exciting. It is super nice to have George at preschool so we can do some schooling in peace in the morning. Love it.

The older kids (mostly the boys) have decided they want to raise chickens. I have mentioned it before and they have friends that have raised chickens, and it's been a topic of discussion several times. Joe isn't wild about the idea.  I told them yesterday that if they wanted to do it, they needed to do their research- how much chicks cost, feed, how to build a hen house and run, how much those materials would cost, how to bear-proof it. They spent some time compiling a list of costs and figuring out what kind of house to build. We will see if they follow through. And if they can convince Joe but their responsibility ;)

In the kitchen: Pork loin tonight, other things on the menu that I cannot recall. Oh, meatball subs for George's birthday on Sunday (!)  With the arrival of fall to the mountains, I foresee a lot of soup in our future.

Crafting: Um, mostly nope. I started on a scarf, but haven't gotten very far with it.

Bringing me joy: Ridiculously quiet Wednesday mornings while the kids are at school, how much the love the enrichment program, the way George gets excited about showing his teacher something, hints of fall in the air, beginning of changing leaves.

I am so crazy blessed to live here. Truly. Most days I take George to school and pick him up from school and everytime I drive the highway and see the mountains, I am in awe of the beauty. It never gets old- it's different every time; no leaves, green leaves, yellow leaves, no flowers, some flowers, yellow and purple flowers. It is amazing.

Thinking about:  Busy. I have always been averse to busy. Maybe I am lazy? Or let's just call me a homebody. At any rate, I find busy exhausting and kind of anxiety inducing. But since summer started, life picked up pace crazy rapidly. And I lied to myself at the beginning of August, saying once school started, things would slow down, but no, not really. Isaac and Liam are in Cub Scouts, I am hoping to sign up Adelle for dance and George for gymnastics and we are still trying to find Issy's thing. We have never really done "activities" but I want them to have at least one thing they like to do and find motivating.

We have chosen to start really participating in the life of the parish. But with so many great activities and ways to serve comes the need to be discerning so that we are not over-committed.

With all that, I am also working, very diligently, on completing the requirements for my Birth Boot Camp educator training in October. It's a lot of work! I love the subject matter so it isn't drudgery, but I am truly not used to having to juggle so many things and having to carve out time. It's slightly overwhelming.

I am praying to find a balance so that everyone is involved in the community in a way that they find satisfying but all the while not jeopardizing our core unit- our family

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Journal: Fun school things

Out my window: The sun is rising over the mountain. It was sunny and in the 60s yesterday, supposed to be cold today and then snow tomorrow and Friday. Ah, mountains.

Clothing myself in: Brown yoga pants, grey Jackson Hole long sleeve T, grey fleece.

Around the house: I have two baskets of clean laundry that have been sitting in my living room for 4? 5? days. And actually, by the time I put it away, it's going to be time to do laundry again, darn it! Mom and Dad Marney are coming to visit this weekend and to help us celebrate Liam's First Communion, so I am going to spiff up the house a bit. Maybe put away things that I've been meaning to actually put away for the last month? Joe hung up some art and photos on the walls this weekend, which is exciting.

Life with Kids: Our local school district has something they call "Homeschool Enrichment Academy".  They have had the program at the other elementary school in the district and now they are going to have it in the elementary school near our house, as well.  They have a separate building on the school campus where the homeschoolers will  gather to do, well, enriching, things- art, music, PE, Science projects, public speaking in the form of sharing what they are working on at home, Lego robotics. It looks fun and fantastic. A way for them to meet friends, get in all those "extras".  They are also able to be a part of all the extra-curriculars available to all the other kids in the district. It is pretty exciting.

We are also going to enroll George in preschool there as well. It'll be Monday- Thursday, half day. I am interested to see how that will go. We have never had a child go to preschool before.  But we are still taking our school or homeschooling choices "year by year and child by child". I am hoping that it will be a helpful experience for him. We talked with the preschool teachers yesterday and I think it will be a good fit. It is play-based, with a touch of "academics" but very at their level and low pressure.

Liam received his First Reconciliation on March 28th and will be receiving his First Communion this Sunday the 19th.  He is so excited. He has waited years for this!

Bringing me joy: Girl's night with some new friends, Triduum services with my big kids, exciting homeschool opportunities, how amazingly welcoming people in our Church and school communities have been, reading in the sunshine on the deck, the smell of sun-warmed pine trees, cute little squirrels, weekend adventures, new nail polish in the loveliest shade of pink, beer at local pub with my hubby.



Saturday, March 14, 2015

Journal: Settling in

Outside my window: Dark but the snow is almost melted. It has been beautiful here, for the most part. Sunny, warmish. Lots of time spent on the deck in the sunshine.

Clothing myself in: Tan pants, Jackson Hole long sleeved T. Grey fleece.

Around the house: I have a box of vases I still need to find a place for and two boxes of stuffed animals I still need to figure out what to do with. And yes, that is after giving away a lot of stuffed animals.  Other than that, we are all unpacked. I am sure there will be some tweaking as the flow of the spaces becomes more apparent, but it's good for now :)

The kiddos:We are settling into a nice school routine. It is a mishmash of things I am putting together. Khan Academy for Math, Science and Computer Programming (how cool is that?), Reading the Chronicles of Narnia and The Lord of the Rings series for Literature. Tall Tales for the little ones. The only one I am stuck on is History. It is so hard to get age appropriate, interesting, history with as little bias as possible.

Adelle has started in Teach Your Child to Read in 100 Easy Lessons and it's going smoothly so far.  It has been much more relaxed than it was with the virtual school but they are still learning a ton and loving it, for the most part. I got hooked up with the Woodland Park homeschooling group, so that is exciting to see where that leads. From what I have gathered, there is a lot of opportunities for homeschoolers in this area. Exciting.

George is now completely potty trained, even at night. Going to work on weaning next :)  I told him we would be done when Spring came. I am ready. He is ready, even if he doesn't know it.

In the kitchen: White Chicken Chili and that's about all I currently have planned. I am working on compiling some high altitude baking recipes to replace some of our favorites.

Crafting: I did actually pull out some dishcloth yarn and start knitting a fun dishcloth last night. It was just so cozy in front of the fire, it seemed appropriate :)

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Journal: We are home

Out my window: Dark and cold. Snow is falling on the gigantic pine trees in my yard.

Clothing myself in: Jeans, The Hawk In Paris t-shirt, pink hoodie.

Around the house: Kitchen cleaned, mostly organized, main floor bathroom scrupulously cleaned, master bathroom cleaned and organized, seasonal decorations and keepsake tubs put in storage. Clothes put away in dressers and closets.  A fair amount of boxes still left in the basement.  I am a fairly efficient unpacker, but trying to decide where to put things is tricky. What works in one house doesn't necessarily work in another and there isn't necessarily an equivalent space for things in each home. It is fine though- I have time to figure it all out.

The kiddos: Adjusting. They have played with toys that have been packed away with enthusiasm, explored our property a bit, read books.  It certainly isn't easy, but they are very good kids, and they have taken it all in stride. Adelle and George sharing a room has been going well so far- bedtime was my main worry, but he goes to sleep while she reads with Issy and then she goes in. Painless, so far. We are unpacking this week and then back to school next week.

In the kitchen: Easy meals planned this week while the unpacking is in full force- chili, biscuits and gravy, roast. Isabelle and I made peanut butter granola today. Made the house smell heavenly!

Crafting: Not yet. I can at least see the large wicker basket that holds all my yarn though, so that is a start!

Bringing me joy: I had the opportunity to see a lot of friends and family when we were in Wichita, which is always so lovely.  Stories, laughing, baby snuggling, long talks. Pulling up to the new house, Joe on the porch to greet us, fire in the wood stove will be a memory I forever cherish. Sunshine through big windows. Cleaning and putting our things away and making this house our home.

Thinking about: It is hard to believe that we are here. It is this beautiful blend of free will and our choosing to set this in motion and God's guidance. At the end of this post in June of 2013, I mentioned us talking at dinner that night about homeschooling and moving back to the mountains.  And last April, things started happening in our lives that allowed that to happen. The last 10 months- from our decision to try to move back to the mountains, to being here, have at times felt like an eternity, but in hindsight seem so short.

But truly, things have happened in God's good timing. From this house not being available when we were under the first contract in Wisconsin, to eventually settling on the house in Idaho and then losing the contract in Wisconsin and eventually losing the contract on the house in Idaho and having nothing at all. But, because things all work when they need to, we got an offer on the Wisconsin house and this house was available and with a motivated seller. It truly was an answer to our prayers. After we went house- hunting in August and had three very different choices, our prayer was for roadblocks if we were not pursuing the right thing. I had no idea at the time that the first no on this home wasn't so much a no, as a "not yet".

So here we are, ready to begin this chapter in our adventure.  I am so grateful for the previous chapters- we couldn't be who we are as individuals and as a family without them.  I know that there will be hard days ahead, missing our friends and community and things yet unknown.  But I know that we are where we need to be right now. What more can you ask for?

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Journal: Disney edition

Out my window: Dark. 14 degrees and snowy

Clothing myself in: Jeans and my new Mickey Mouse hoodie.  It's pink and retro and fun :)

Life with kids: Sooooo, starting in August? i think, Dad Marney hatched a plan bring all the kids, their spouses, and the grandkids to Disney World to surprise Mama Marney.  So we met up with them the first night and  it worked! I think she really couldn't believe all the grandkids were running up to hug her :)

We got to take the kids to the Magic Kingdom, Epcot, Hollywood Studios and Animal Kingdom.  I would like to say that George turned some sort of personality corner on this trip and behaved really excellently. But not really. He was very much himself- boisterous, exuberant, mischievous, opinionated, and intense.  He really loved the roller coasters.   From what I could tell, I think his favorite was Splash Mountain. He was very brave about trying new things and seemed enjoy most of it. He got to meet Lightening McQueen and Mater. I liked to look over at him when we were riding the big ones to see the glee on his face.

Adelle got to meet Elsa and Anna, do a Frozen sing along with them, and see them in the parade. She even had "Frozen" themed face paint during the parade and Elsa caught her eye, indicated to her face paint and gave her a thumbs up.  She was over the moon.  She was not without her meltdowns (getting a single stroller instead of a double was a grievous offense) but she bounced back just fine.

Liam got picked to be part the Monster's Inc Laugh Floor show.  He was hilarious! They couldn't have picked a better kid.  He loved Everest Expedition at Animal Kingdom and actually, he was really just quite taken with the Animal Kingdom as we suspected he would be.  He was very excited that he earned 15 of 31 badges for the Wilderness Explorers.

My Isabelle and Isaac didn't meet a roller coaster they didn't love. They take after their Grandma Sullivan that way.  I also got to take them to the pool at the resort a couple times which was a big hit.

Thinking about: After that very magical week, we resume life- packing! Finishing up the last few lessons.  We are almost there!

Pictures to share: They are just camera pics, but at least they are something.


 My girls on the Merry- Go- Round at the Magic Kingdom
 Issy, Isaac and Liam at the Swiss Family Robinson replica set.
 Adelle admiring her Elsa doll.
 Marneys and Littons at Epcot
 Epcot was a late night after a pretty tiring day. For the first time in memory, George gave up and went to sleep. It's one for the record books, folks.
 The Little Mermaid show we saw at Hollywood Studios. It was one of my favorites.
 Face paint!
 Very intent drawing while waiting for lunch.

 This was a highlight. But then he wanted to climb into Mater and I had to explain it didn't work like that.

 Adelle at the Frozen sing-along. Euphoria would be accurate.
 Matching shirts!
 We got to go on a Safari in Animal Kingdom. This guy started running in circles, it was pretty impressive. And it made me hope I am never chased by a rhino.
 Alligator. Or crocodile? Why can I never remember the difference? Crocodile, I think.
 Just a little fella.
He was big and handsome.

There are more, but I'll never finish this post if I don't just do it, so hopefully I'll upload more later.

Monday, January 26, 2015

Journal: Moving forward

Out my window: 22 and spitting snow. It has been remarkably non-snowy this year. Not complaining, just weird.  Hoping the weather holds out for moving in a few weeks.

Clothing myself in: Brown shirt, jeans, black cardigan.

Life with kids: I was reading back to a year, year and a half ago on my blog the other day.  I spent a lot of time and energy lamenting George's early wake-ups.  Trying to rack my brain to make rhyme or reason of it. Alas, even though it still bothers me that he does it, I have kind of just accepted it for what it is.  He grows well, eats well, plays well, is very intelligent. Some days it seems like parenting is just one big lesson in letting it go.

All the other kids are great. Learning so much. We had hit a rough patch with homeschooling in November/ December but we are back on track. It certainly isn't easy. But I love getting to be with the kids every day. And I love the quiet times (like right now, actually).  George is napping, Liam is reading, Isabelle is writing a story for fun, and Isaac is helping Adelle with her videos for her lessons. Peace reigns, for this moment, in the Marney house.

Crafting: Nope, just packing.  Organized and put away all my yarn yesterday. Sniff. See you on the other side, yarn.

Bringing me joy: Quiet. Boxes stacking up in my garage. The unburdening of getting rid of stuff we don't need. Wasabi flavored almonds. Productivity.

Thinking about: We were crazy productive this weekend.  Have almost everything out of the basement except the girl's beds and clothes. Isaac and Liam's room is done except the closet, same for George's.  Linen closet. Got extraneous furniture out.  It is looking like we will actually be leaving.

All the pieces of the puzzle are coming together. Our buyer's loan went through, as has ours- we are just dotting our i's and crossing our t's. Colorado house has been inspected and nothing major there.  The inspection here was fine.  Just need to get the appraisal on the Colorado house and that is the last thing besides actual moving.  Whew.  Getting there.


Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Journal: Colorado

Outside my window: It's -17. Yes, that is correct. -17.  The sky looks clear though and the sun is started to break through the trees.  Ah, Wisconsin.

Clothing myself in: Joe's robe, lavender cabled hat, exercise leggings and a long sleeved T. I do actually wear other things than this, I promise.

Life with kids: Trying to set up a few playdates and visits with their friends before we leave next month.  I also made lessons plans with the virtual school so that we will be finishing up our semester shortly before we leave, so that is going to work out pretty perfectly as far as tying up loose ends.  Now that it is actually on us, there is excitement mixed with a little bit of sadness from leaving.  I am so excited to take them on this adventure.

Crafting: Finished the scarf, but did not take a picture.  It was lovely :)

Bringing me joy: House papers that are finally signed! Decluttering our laundry room(again)- ouch, it's painful to let go but good, impromptu dinner dates with my hubby, talking about house plans.

Thinking about:  Right after my last post, we had decided to make an offer on the Colorado house and as we were drawing up the papers, they dropped the price. Like, a considerable amount.  Our agents were able to collaborate on an offer that the sellers would  sign.  And it took days and days and days because of internet access, one of the sellers working nights, and having the sellers separate locations. But they did finally sign it.

Now onto appraisal, inspection, and coordinating moving efforts. There are so many moving parts to this process, it will be a wonder if we are able to pull this off without kinks.

I am in a little bit of disbelief/ tad bit of denial that this is actually happening. Two weeks ago, moving was not on my radar. And now we are leaving in less than six weeks. I suppose as the time gets closer and everything starts to come together, it'll get more real. Colorado. Mountains. Whoa.

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Journal: Good house news

Out my window: Well, it's 6 in the morning and still dark, but when I walked by the window, I saw a skiff of snow on the ground.   It's been a couple weeks since we had any, so it's a welcome change. I missed having lots of fluffy, white snow on the ground for Christmas!

Clothing myself in: exercise tights, long sleeved T, fleece sweatshirt, Joe's robe, my lavender cabled hat.

Life with the kids: My sister Brenda, her husband, my nephew and his girlfriend were in town this week, so the kids got to hang out with relatives a bit, which is always nice. George has been exasperatingly Georgeish this week. We are back to lessons this upcoming week, so I would reaaaally appreciate it if he would be a little more chill. A Mama can dream, can't she?

Adelle has been talking for a couple of months about how she wanted to get her ears pierced. She was very insistent about it and was willing to take steps to show me that she could handle it. She got a Claire's gift certificate for Christmas and we took her on New Year's to get them done.  She was amazing.  Didn't even flinch. She bounced out of there saying in her sweet little girl voice, "I am so happy!" 5 is such a magical age.

Crafting: Nope.  Really need to work on the scarf so I get send it with Joe to IL this week. And really need to do the sleeves on his sweater so that he can actually wear it.

Bringing me joy: The kid's excitement at our visitors. Getting to spend time with Brenda and Tim- I love how close I am with my sisters. I hope my kids are close as adults. Oh! And my little brother-in-law got engaged on New Year's Eve. I am getting a new sister-in-law- so exciting!!  Seeing Adelle be such a big girl. I love joking around with Issy. Forward movement in the house direction!

Thinking about: Our visitors were out skiing on Tuesday, so I exercised a bit, and then hopped into the shower. The phone was ringing when I was finishing up, but I didn't recognize the number and figured I could call back if  it was important. Joe called me a few minutes later to let me know that our realtor was trying to get a hold of me, so I called her back. She apologized for the short notice, but asked if she could show the house in 30 or 45 minutes. I rushed out to the kids, asked them for complete help and compliance and we got to work! Luckily, I had cleaned over the weekend, so it wasn't completely tragic, but it wasn't quite as nice as I usually make it for a showing.

I got a call that afternoon from our agent with their offer. They have no house to sell, they are well-qualified. So that was that.  Close date of February 20th.  Just praying that appraisal/ inspection/ them getting their loan goes smoothly.  I am not counting my chickens since our house-selling experience has been less than clear-cut thus far.  I know that I should be more motivated since closing is 7 weeks from yesterday but I just keep thinking that this is going to get derailed just like the other times, even though there is no evidence that will happen.

We are still trying to decide what comes next. Our first choice house from our visit, in CO, is still available.  So we will see.

Monday, November 17, 2014

Journal: This, that, the other

Out my window: White and grey. 12 degrees. And it's only mid- November. Going to need to find a good Vitamin D supplement this winter :P

Clothing myself in: Black leggings, blue long sleeved shirt, grey fleece. MukLuk slippers that I've had for a year and are the best thing ever to happen to my feet.

Kiddos: Isabelle is going on a Schoenstatt retreat this weekend at the same place she went to summer camp.  She is going with her two friends and she is very excited.  It's from Friday night until Sunday afternoon.  She is such a lovely girl and a big help to me, I am glad that she is able to get out and do something special.

Isaac and I have been further prioritizing his school and learning.  It's been tough at times.  There is just so much information. Only certain assignments are turned in, so we are working on focusing on those. His instructor and I met about ways to make his workload more manageable.  I would rather him focus on a few assignments and really do them well than rush through a ton of assignments to get them done.

My Liam has such a thirsty mind.  Even when his lessons are done, he reads. He reads everything. He loves maps. He loves his children's dictionary.  We've been digging into his first communion prep and he has such good (and hard!) questions. I love him.

Adelle is really loving sight words. I think they give her a feeling of accomplishment.  Things aren't quite "clicking" yet with letters and sounds but I'm not worried. She isn't even five and a half. I remember Issy was probably around (past?) six when it clicked and then she took off. I just love how proud she is when she reads her sight words- a real boost.

And my George is a never-ending bundle of fun.  He has actually be very good (for him) at Mass the last few weeks. Maybe things are finally settling down for him.  Shhhhh. Pretend I didn't just say that, okay?

In the kitchen: I have declared every Friday (or at least every Friday until it starts to catch up with my waistline) Cookie Friday.  So far, we have had pumpkin butterscotch chip, oatmeal chocolate chip and mint chocolate chip. Joe also went on a bread baking binge this weekend and we ended up with two pumpkin and three banana breads.  We also had cauliflower bacon soup and homemade BBQ chicken and sausage/onion pizza.  It has been good eats in our house the last few days.

Crafting: I was getting tired of knitting the same four round pattern for inch after inch on Joe's sweater, so I took a break and made myself a hat.  Love it.  Now, I have a renewed interest in Joe's sweater.  Only 3 1/2 more inches until I divide for the sleeves. I CAN DO IT! He requested it be done in time for Christmas.  We will see.

Thinking about: Ah, never a dull moment in the house saga.  So, the house showing on the day of my last blog post went well.  They liked the house. They decided not to put in an offer, however, because they found out that the people with the current contract on it are friends of their's and they would be "bumping" them.  Sigh. I couldn't even make this stuff up if I wanted to.

We also found out the same day that the owner of the Idaho house was taking his listing off the market. Because we will not be selling this house by December 15th and therefore unable to buy that one, we cancelled the contract.  So that house is done.  I am trying to look at it positively that there is something else out there, but it is mostly just disappointing.

But we are here, alive and well.  Mostly loving homeschooling :)  Excited for the holiday season.

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Journal: Short days, longer nights

Outside my window: Dark, mid- 30's. It is supposed to snow on Monday, perhaps several inches.  Honestly, I was so busy at my day job and the restaurant, I am not really sure where summer went, so I can't say I am really ready for winter.  It is really that time already?

Clothing myself in: Jeans, tennis shoes that are 10 years old, black Word on Fire shirt and a grey hoodie.  Fancy schmancy.

Around the house: Showing today, so it is spotless.  When we thought we were going to be moving at the end of September, we had Adelle staying in Issy's room in the basement and we were putting boxes in her room upstairs.  Moving didn't happen, so we transitioned Adelle into the other room in the basement, right across the hall from Issy.  It has been going fairly well, actually.  They read together until Adelle's bedtime, I help tuck her in and Issy gets to go to her room and keep the light on and read or whatever for a while longer.  And doesn't have to sleep with the little bed hog.

Since we didn't go much further on our packing, we moved the boxes out of the upstairs bedroom and put the desktop computer in it.  We do a lot of our schooling at the kitchen table, but we also have "Posh Pink" room (named after the paint color) to do lessons in as well.  Our house has an abundance of space, for sure.

Kiddos: Everyone is doing well in school.  Isabelle and Liam have had the easiest time adjusting.  Issy's school is very self-directed.  I am there to touch base with, but she organizes her time and keeps track of her assignments.  I keep an eye on her grades and answer any questions she has on lessons.

Isaac's has been more challenging.  Isabelle's lessons are online, but she also has a book copy of her text.  Isaac's lessons are all online and it is a. pain. in. the. butt.  If he is doing a review and he wants to recap something, he has to click through old lessons.  It has caused tears more than once.  He is a hard worker, though, so he's hanging in there.  Math is his favorite subject.

Liam's lessons are a short video and then either a project or worksheet. He is doing very well, though sometimes his mind wanders.

Adelle is making progress slowly but surely. I have to remind myself that this is the first time we have done formal lessons and she isn't the other kids.  She recognizes a few letters and knows a few letter sounds. We will get there :)

And George is George- ever rambunctious, ever challenging, ever adorable and charming. Passionate. Great smile.

In the kitchen: Not really sure- need to make a menu.  This week we had tomato basil and parmesan soup with rosemary bread, beef stew, refried bean burritos.

Crafting: Working on Joe's sweater.  Finished knitting a hat I had started a year ago and gave it to my niece Eleanor, knit a cream colored cabled hat for myself but decided it would look better on my niece Felicia. Knit Joe a hat.  It's that time of year.

Bringing me joy: a tidy house- a joy I wouldn't have known on a regular basis if we hadn't put our house on the market. Laundry that is washed, folded and put away all in one day. A thoughtful husband who makes me breakfast every morning and gets up with the toddler on his early mornings. Spending time with my oldest daughter.  Kissing Adelle's sweet little nose.  Seeing Isaac overcome his frustration to accomplish something. Liam reading Harry Potter to me. The way George gesticulates when he talks.

Thinking about: Oh, lots of things. We accepted an offer with a contingency from third couple that was interested.  They still need to sell there house, so we will see.  Our contract on our Idaho house is through December 15th, but it seems dubious that anything will happen by then.  We did have a showing today, to a couple that is moving into the area, so I suppose we will see how it went. If nothing else, the house looks great.

The kids and I went to Kansas for 10 days in October.  It was pretty great- no one got sick. Lots of time with family and friends.

Barring anything exciting happening with the house we are settling into life and school up here in Wisconsin for now.  Lots of baking and learning and reading and Lego playing.


Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Journal: End of September already?!

Out my window: 51 and cloudy.  It's been lovely and unseasonably warm, so chilly temps are a bit of a shock.  Feels like fall, though, so I won't complain.

Clothing myself in:  New skinny jeans, periwinkle lace tank, plaid button-down, new cardigan sweater.  Mom and Dad Marney sent a maurice's gift certificate for my birthday, so the new things were part of my gift.  I am pretty excited- I am down two jeans sizes.  I haven't weighed this much since forever ago.  Now I just need to remember to maintain my health and fitness over the long winter.  It's hard. I try to hibernate by stuffing myself with sugary baked things.  Hopefully the pretty new jeans will be a reminder to not overindulge.

Around the house: It's fairly tidy.  We had an open house on Saturday (that no one attended) so it was spotless.  Also, when we thought we were moving into a smaller house at the end of this month, we sold a bunch of furniture, so the house is sparsely furnished.  It has been fine, but a little weird.  Downsizing has really shown me how much we don't strictly need.  And it feels good to have less things to be attached to.

Kiddos:  George has been waking up at 5:45ish again.  Gah.  I thought we were over that.  He had a good several month stretch where he woke up after 6, sometimes considerably.  I would like to go back to that, please?

Settling into school, getting more comfortable with the curriculum and pacing.  I love being home with them again and getting to be part of their day to day.

As I was typing, Liam came into the house screaming about bees and shortly after, Isaac followed with George.  Liam and George apparently stepped in a ground bee's nest.  Isaac sent Liam into the house, brushed some of the bees off George and brought him.  Liam got two stings, George got four.  Isaac's cool head saved the day.  Everyone seems okay and the swelling is going down.  That gave me quite the fright.

In the kitchen: I made some amazing Italian sausage soup and rosemary herb bread yesterday.  Pumpkin pancakes later this week, brunswick stew.  Good eating around here.  Got the new oven (ours died in July and we hemmed and hawed about whether to buy a new one or fix it and ultimately decided to just buy one) and it has been amazing.  Joe made me pumpkin chocolate chip brownies for my birthday. Yum.

Crafting: In order to not drive myself crazy with anxiety at the fact that our house hasn't sold, I am putting that into creative energy.  I told Joe I missed knitting and he suggested starting something.  I bought some Wool of the Andes Bulky in Wallaby to knit him a Mr Darcy sweater.  He suggested that while I was waiting for the yarn, I could knit him a camera strap cover, so I have been doing that and it's almost done.

Bringing me joy:  Sunshine in my windows, apple pumpkin scented candle, autumn apple coffee, purpley-red leaves, fire on a cool autumn evening with the hubby, an amazingly clean house for my birthday, surprise birthday flowers. How considerate my husband is- he is a really amazing man.

Thinking about: Being grateful and living in the present while trying to keep an eye on the future.  Our house is for sale and it is so easy to get caught up in planning for when that happens to forgot about living in this moment.  I find transition and uncertainty uncomfortable, but there is grace in this growing time.

Even though our house here is not under contract, Joe spoke with our Idaho realtor and he said that the buyer wants to extend the contract.  So for as long as he doesn't get other offers, we still have a chance at that house.  I have confidence that this house will sell eventually, it is just a matter of when.  But fretting about it doesn't help, so I am just going to trust that things will happen as they need to.


Monday, August 25, 2014

Journal: Changing Gears

Out my window: Dark and 74.  Humid. Stupid humidity- I just checked and the humidity level is literally 97%.  It has been like this for a few days. Bleh- I am so over it!

Clothing myself in: Actually same navy blue shirt from last post. I've changed since last week, I promise.  Black exercise pants. Fancy.

Around the house: Boxes. I mean, most of the stuff isn't in boxes, but about 20 boxes were packed this weekend and I have some clothes folded in baskets ready to be put in boxes when I get some of appropriate size.  So that is exciting. And overwhelming.

Kiddos: George is doing excellent at potty training.  It's pretty exciting. He still wears a diaper at night because he's a super nighttime wetter, but other than that, it's all good.  We will see how he is with the move and everything, however.

They have been pretty great and helpful, at least this far, in our packing endeavors.  Everyone is gearing up for the start of (virtual) school next week.  That should be interesting!

Bringing me joy: Acceptance of God's will, even if it isn't what I would plan. All five kids playing nicely outside together. Getting to take the time to prepare meals again- or oversee the kids preparing the meals, they love to help.  The knowledge that the mountains aren't too far off.

Thinking about: Well, we decided to put in an offer on a house in Colorado on Friday. Unfortunately, there was a glitch in the paperwork, so the contract had to be rewritten and we were going to submit it today.  And in that time period, another offer was made on the house. So that was that.  Admittedly, it is hard to switch gears.  It was a great house, great location in the mountains and closer to Kansas.  But we have prayed from the beginning that God would lead us to where we needed to go.  And it seems that his answer was pretty firmly No in that regard.  So we trust that there is something better for us.

So we are pursuing a house in Wyoming, which was a very solid second choice.  We will see how it pans out.  Trust!

Also thinking about homeschooling.  I had, of course, lined up what we would do for homeschooling if we were in Colorado.  Or if we were in Idaho.  But I hadn't explored my homeschooling options for Wyoming as much.  So now I am feeling a little overwhelmed and having to scramble to work that out.  Again, trust!

Pictures to share: 
 Liam made this for his aquatic themed birthday party with his friends and cousins.  He's such a fun kid.
Liam and his godparents

Monday, August 18, 2014

Journal: Mountains and joy and choices....

Out my window: 64, severe thunderstorm just ended.  It was a deluge of rain that could rival any Kansas thunderstorm.

Clothing myself in: Skinny jeans, though I've lost some weight so they are kind of baggy skinny jeans.  Feel sorry for me, okay? :P  Navy blue boat neck shirt with 3/4 sleeves.

Around the house: Fur. Oh my, the fur. Honestly, this time of year, it makes me wonder why I let Joe convince me to get these furry little friends.

Kiddos: So, after our house hunting trip for adults/ trip to Kansas for the kids, today was my first day "home" with them. Well, I agreed to train my replacement, so I went in for an hour this morning, but mostly home.  It was weird/ wonderful to be home all day.  I loved working at my job. It was good and necessary for me to do it.  But it is also very good to have all my kids here, with me now. For the mundane, for the ordinary- for tying George's cape around his shoulder while he was playing "super" with Adelle.  For Issy pouring me the coffee I had forgotten I had asked her to make, for Liam stomping at me in frustration about a math placement test and talking him down, for kissing Isaac's cheek as he sat next to me, trying to read over my shoulder. I know it is going to be a challenge in patience and organizational skills, but I am very much at peace to be with them and educating them again.

They all had a great time in Kansas.  Grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends. We are very blessed.

Bringing me joy: Sitting on a mountaintop with my love. Watching him take pictures.  Him encouraging me, me encouraging him on our hike. Drinking coffee by a campfire. The joy and awe that filled my heart at being in the mountains again.  Dreaming with him, making plans with him.

When we went to Kansas, the conversations with friends.  Really, I am always taken aback by how easy it is to slip back into that groove when we haven't seen either other for a year.  Real love and friendship doesn't know distance.

The hugs from each of my babies the morning we got to Kansas after our trip.  The looks on their faces.  Just precious.

Thinking about: Well, this one is complicated. Three houses, three different communities, weighty pros and cons to all three. It is a blessing to get to choose, but difficult.

Pictures to share:
   A very sweaty me about halfway through our Monday hike.  The views were awesome. I am already getting amnesia about how hard the hike was.
We took the ski lift to the top of this one. Much easier.
What more is there to say?

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Journal: Moving at the end of September!

Out my window: 80, minimal bugs and sunny. A perfect summer day.

Clothing myself in: Navy blue and white striped tank top with a little lace. It was cheap. And pretty.  Jean shorts.

Around the house:  Cleaned like a madwoman on Thursday night to get ready for a showing yesterday morning.  There are already tufts of fur floating around the floor :P

Kiddos: Cute and funny. I am glad to get to hang out with them and hug them again now that I am well.  One more week of work left until I am at home with them again.  We hung out outside together this morning and took a walk.  It was a nice glimpse of what life will be like again soon.

Bringing me joy: George sweetly singing Sanctuary with me at bedtime. Walking down the street with the five kids, all of us holding hands. The excitement of reuniting with Joe after spending a few days apart. Planning our camping/house hunting trip. Adelle asking me to snuggle.

Thinking about: Another whirlwind week.  Thursday, while at his tradeshow, Joe called to tell me that there was a showing scheduled for Friday morning at 9. Which meant that I had to get the house ready by myself and I did.  Yesterday morning, I loaded up the kids and took them to the babysitter's house.  The dogs had to be out of the house as well, so we sat in the parking lot of the park and they got the car very, very, very furry.  I dropped them off after the showing was over and went to work.

Joe talked to the realtor a little while later.  They loved the house and made an offer yesterday afternoon.
****Continued on Sunday****
The second offer has no contingency. If the people who made the first offer are able to remove the contingency, the house will go to them, otherwise it will go to the people who made the second offer.  So basically, we are moving at the end of September, either way.

This is my last week at Catholic Word.  On Saturday, we are going to leave the kids with family and go on ahead to Idaho/ Wyoming to check out some properties we have found online.  Joe and I thought it would be easier and faster to do it by ourselves.  It'll hopefully also be a nice little getaway before we get back here and have to pack and move.

Ah, packing and moving. I don't really like moving, but it is exciting to move back to a place we love.  Ah, I can't believe it is actually happening. I really thought it would take months, if not years to sell our house.  And at this rate, we are going to be back in the mountains by the time the leaves are changing.  Craziness!

One of my favorite pictures of the four older kids that we took in Yellowstone a couple weeks before we moved.  I can't wait to go back there!

Friday, July 25, 2014

Journal: Sick days

Out my window: 70 and cloudy in the middle of the afternoon. It's supposed to get up to 86 tomorrow. So this is just a random cool July day.

Around the house: Oh my. Scariness. I didn't get as much accomplished last weekend as I had hoped and I have been laying in bed with a virus since Tuesday afternoon.  I mean, really, it isn't awful. But it isn't clean.  I have fairly high standards for house cleanliness, at least comparatively.  Who boy, if you knew me when I was younger, you know I am not a "neat freak". But the more kids I have, the more chaos they create and the more need I feel to keep it under control on a regular basis.

Clothing myself in: Black sweatpants. Black tank top. Black Cardigan.  Super cheery.

Kiddos: Honestly, I have hardly seen them, in order to keep them from my germs I miss them.

Bringing me joy: Sweet cards and lettuce garnish by my toast when Issy brought me food.  Our counteroffer being accepted!!!! Being in the mountains in possibly (probably?) just a couple of months. The way George talks with his hands when he is trying to explain something.

Thinking about: Tons of things! Since I have been laying in bed the better part of three days, I have had a lot of time to think.

As previously indicated, we found out on Monday that our counteroffer was accepted.  The contingency is that they sell their house, so we are hoping that happens sooner rather than later.  As long as they are able to sell their house, the potential closing date is September 26th.  My last day at Catholic Word is August 8th, and August 9th, we will be leaving the kids with the relatives and heading West to find a place to live.

I am feeling somewhat ambivalent about being done at my job. Well, maybe ambivalent isn't the best word- conflicted is probably better.  I am excited to be at home with our children once again. After a loosey-goosey summer, I really need to rein them back in. I am excited to homeschool them. I am terrified to homeschool them because I honestly don't know how George's boisterous behavior is going to affect their studies.  I really like working- I like talking to adults and I like bringing in a paycheck.  It is a sacrifice to leave that.  A necessary one, at this point, but a loss to be sure.

So yeah, in the event that our house actually closes at the end of September, I need to find alternate homeschooling material for the kids.  We are currently enrolled in a virtual school in Wisconsin, but obviously, you need to be a resident of Wisconsin to be eligible.  I emailed a virtual school in Idaho (in case that is where we land) to see if they serviced the area we are looking to move, since they use the same curriculum that we will be using here.  God's hands.

Also, packing. Some purging left to do. A garage sale.

I've also been thinking a lot about knitting. It was one of my favorite things to do when we lived in Idaho.  I miss not having the time (or when I have the time, I don't have the energy) to do it.  I am really looking forward to going into my old favorite yarn store and dreaming of all the beautiful things I can create.

So yeah, sorry for the brain dump.  Thanks for hanging in there :)

Friday, July 11, 2014

Journal: Life!

Out my window: Cloudy and 71.  Supposed to rain tomorrow and then be coool the next few days. I can't complain about the lack of obscene heat, it is just weird. If I go outside in the evenings, I often wear a jacket. Sometimes I still feel cold. Yay, Wisconsin!

Around the house: Just a fair amount of cleaning to keep things maintained and tidy. Oh dog fur, my nemesis.

Clothing myself in: Jeans, fuzzy slippers, navy and white stripey tank top with old sweatshirt on top.

Toddler: Very pleasant lately, for the most part.  He's been sleeping past six most days (THANK YOU GOD) for the past month? Two? I have almost not wanted to mention it because even though I am not superstitious, I am superstitious about his sleeping habits.  Whatever it is, it is magical and I hope it continues forever.  He says adorable funny things and I can tell he is on the cusp of being three- just starting to act more like a preschooler than a toddler. Potty training is going well. His only thing is that he often waits until he is up in the morning, but before he comes to his door to have a BM. He is so not ready to night train, so I guess I'll just have to deal with that until I can convince him otherwise.

Kiddos: Since getting the house on the market, we have been making a concerted effort to have lots of concentrated family time- lake, took them to see a movie, just a lot of family fun after the craziness of getting the house ready.  Issy is going to Schoenstatt girl's camp this week, which she is reeeeeally excited about. She was packed a week in advance. I am nervous because she's my baby but happy she gets to do this with her friends. I think it'll be great for her.

Bringing me joy: My big boys giggling at bedtime, I love that they love each other. My silly puppy on the kitchen floor when I am making dinner. The adorable, joyful couple I served that had been married 64 years. The enthusiasm that the kids greet us at the door with after work. A tidy house. House dreamin' with the hubby.

Thinking about: Whoa. Big week for us. We showed the house on July 4th and again yesterday to the same family. They are very interested and are going to put in an offer. It could likely go very quickly from there.

I am trying not to get my hopes up even though it is very likely headed in that direction. We really thought it would take a while to sell the house, so we are still trying to decide exaaaactly where we are going. Apparently, narrowing it down to somewhere in the Rocky Mountains isn't enough. It's a blessing to get to choose, but holy wow, it is overwhelming. Pros. Cons. What are needs, what are wants? We want this move to also be about a bigger vision for our family- yes, living in a beautiful place, but simplifying. Being good stewards of what we have, what we want to impress upon our children.

Like I said, Whoa. Prayers for patience, peace and guidance.




Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Journal: House on the market

Out my window: 70. Humid. Not too bad.

Around the house: Crazy cleaning, organizing, decluttering, house projecty stuff the last couple of weeks. See the "Thinking About" category for why :)

Clothing myself in: Jeans. Stripy maroon shirt. My mom had a ton of striped shirts- this shirt reminds me of her.

Toddler: Hit a bit of a snag with the babysitter. Being defiant and *ahem* hot-tempered. Lots of biting :-/  I am really looking forward to staying at home with him again, I think it'll help.

Kiddos: They have all been enjoying summer school, which is done in a couple of days. I am glad they have had a chance to do that, keeping them busy with fun, brain-stimulating activities.

In the kitchen: Gah. Don't even ask. My menus are so boring lately. Two jobs, ya'll. We do what is easy.

Crafting:

Bringing me joy: Nursing my Georgie- Boy at bedtime on the nights I have off. Yes, we still do. Such a lovely time to reconnect. We chat, nurse, chat. I neeeeever imagined breastfeeding a more-than-one-year-old when I started having babies, but I am so glad I was at least open to it. It's a gift.  Back deck time with the hubby, snuggling my Delle.  Sitting on Issy's bed with her.  Clean house. For Sale sign at the end of my driveway....

Thinking about: .... which brings me to this. To preface: before the kid's school closed, but when it looked like it was going to happen, we prayed. We prayed for the school to stay open if it was God's will. But more than that, we prayed that if it closed, that some good could come out of that sad situation. As you know, it closed in April.  And then we decided to homeschool the kids again, which meant I was going to have to leave my job at Catholic Word.

Joe has been working remotely from the rest of his team since shortly after he started. So at the end of April, we got the go-ahead from his bosses to have him work remotely... from the mountains.

It has been on our hearts since before we ever left Idaho that we should be in the mountains. It was crazy hard to leave in the first place. And we have talked and dreamed many times about returning. The timing seemed about as ideal as it could be. So we have been working the last two months to put our house on the market.  We are (trying fervently to be) realistic in our expectations- it often takes houses in this area a while to sell. But it's a beautiful house and it'll be perfect for another family. I am glad we get the chance to pass it on.

Next up: Mountains. Home.

Picture to share:

Monday, June 9, 2014

Journal: Anniversary Edition

Out my window: 65 degrees and goooorgeous.  It was the perfect day, weather-wise. And with a little bug spray, the mosquitoes weren't terrible in the afternoon.  Blue skies, a few puffy clouds, a ton of sun. Lovely.

Around the house: Laundry room is done!  We just need to buy some new things to reattach threshold and a new vent cover and bam. Finished! I loooove it. It is so much better than the linoleum. Like a gazillion times better.

Clothing myself in: Blue jeans, blue lace trimmed tank top, lightweight black cardigan.

Toddler: Pretty great, for the most part. He seems to be doing really well with the babysitter other than mostly opting out of a nap.  I think maybe he likes not having to compete with other kids his age. He is starting to love books and being read to. It's one of the activities he will actually do for more than 10 seconds. It's wonderful. Potty training is going ok.

Kiddos: Summer school starts tomorrow. They are all excited. I am hoping it is as fun as they hope it's going to be!

In the kitchen: Lots of the regular this week. But for our anniversary today, Joe and I had the house to ourselves and had a delicious meal- grilled German sausage, homemade au gratin potatoes and beer bread. Delish.

Crafting: Sigh. No. I miss it but I just don't have the energy to do it.

Bringing me joy:  Quiet time on the back deck with Joe, warm sunshine on my face, staring at the moon, doing laundry in the lovely laundry room, mom's group with friends.

Thinking about: How I am kind of a homebody and it really zaps me to be "busy".  For as much as I am an extrovert, I find people pretty tiring, if even in a good way. I don't really like running from one thing to another, but that is the season I am in currently.  I suppose it'll slow down eventually, and I can cope okay, but man, I am just Done by the end of the day.

Also, it was a super lovely anniversary. I think we will have to have a relaxed afternoon without kids every anniversary!


Sunday, June 1, 2014

Journal: Hi, June.

Out my window: 67 and rainy. Our air conditioner is having some sort of issue :P so it's kinda warm in our house. It is supposed to be a bit cooler this week, so hopefully that'll help until we can get it fixed.

Around the house: Wow! So much stuff in the last couple of weeks.  I completed the Laundry Room Organization Project. So glad. Hopefully it'll be easier to maintain.  While Joe's parents were here, him and his Dad and the boys painted the back deck.  This weekend, we worked on ripping up the linoleum and tiling the laundry room now that it is all clean and organized.  We are going to grout it tomorrow evening.

Clothing myself in: Purple tank top and cropped pants.

Toddler: Better this week.  My friend Heather who was babysitting him over the school year was done on Friday and now we have two high school girls taking turns coming to the house over the summer. Since he is going to be here all the time, potty training is in full swing.  He managed to stay dry during his 3 1/2 hour nap (!) this afternoon, so I know he has the capability to potty train. It's just the motivation that could be tricky. But I'm tired of buying diapers, so we are going to give it a go.

Kiddos: Glad to be on summer vacation, I think.  They were very helpful getting the house ready before Mom and Dad came. They are going to be starting "summer school" next week, which is a morning program with a couple of fun classes. It runs until the end of June.  That'll be nice for them and a little be easier for the babysitters, just having to run after George in the morning.

In the kitchen: Uh, Italian chicken. And crock pot chicken. Taco soup. Man, life is so busy, I am having a hard time remembering my menus lately.

Crafting: Nope. Although, if you look in the last post, you can see a picture of the aforementioned green shrug. It was super easy, once I worked on it. I might do it in a different yarn for more stretch if I do it again. If I ever have the time/motivation to knit again someday.
 ~~~Continued Monday morning~~~

Bringing me joy: The way that George talks so excitedly about Grammie and Grandpa, watching the kids snuggle on the couch with Grammie and Grandpa, creating order in a chaotic room, working together with Joe to improve our space, having less and less stuff to be attached to, reading books with George, the boys spending hours outside playing with a frog, Sunday afternoon thunderstorm.

Thinking about: It's super cliche, but how fast time goes. How can it possibly be June?

Monday, May 19, 2014

Journal: Never a dull moment

Out my window: 54 and rainy.  It's supposed to be beautiful the rest of the week.

Clothing myself in: Purple shirt, black cardigan. Exercise pants and slippers.  Only the bottom part of my outfit got changed after work. I look a little silly but I don't really mind.

Around the house: I started working on decluttering and organizing the laundry room on Saturday. It is a huge project, because often things get dumped there when they don't have/don't make it to the proper spot.  And our arts and crafts things are in the cabinets there.  For some reason, despite my reminders, the kids often don't put the crafty stuff back where it belongs. I bought some plastic tubs, so I am hoping that will help the organization. Or at least contain the mess :P

I also decluttered and cleaned out the coat closet in our front entryway.  Put away all the winter stuff. The laundry room still needs to be finished but I finished the coat closet and it looks magnificent.  Slowly but surely.

Joe painted the front porch with this textured paint stuff that we bought last fall. We were going to use it on the back deck until we realized how much more we would have to buy. But it really spruced up the front porch, so I am glad we were able to put it to good use.

Toddler: Beautiful. Overwhelming. Charming. He has been sleeping betterish for him.

Kiddos: Went on a school field trip last Friday and had a lot of fun.  Isaac got to sleepover with his buddy on Friday. When I asked him what they did he said they chopped up a lot of trees with hatchets, lol.  Tomorrow is the last full day of school and half day on Wednesday. Then they will be done at the Academy, which is sad. But other doors are opening for us that wouldn't have otherwise, so we trust that God can make good come out of this sad situation.

In the kitchen: Hmmmm, I can't remember.  I even discussed the menu with Joe the other night and I still can't remember.  He is going to be out of town from tomorrow- Friday, so we planned easy stuff.

Crafting:

Bringing me joy: Sweet peaceful George snuggles.  Looking around our house and seeing less stuff that I have to deal with. Walking with Issy on a beautiful afternoon, holding her hand. I am glad she will still hold my hand.  Isaac's joy at his sleepover. Liam's deep sincerity when he tells me he loves me. Delle squealing about how she wants real pixie dust for her birthday so that she can fly to Grammie and Grandpa's house.  George behaving well enough to keep him in Mass the whole time. Planning for our upcoming visit with Mom and Dad Marney. My new sweet baby niece Eleanor.

Thinking about: How full our summer is and it hasn't even started. One day at a time.

Pictures to share:
 Cousins!
My sweet Erika.